I Really Just

Growing up as somebody who didn't fit in with her own race let alone others sticking out was and still is absolutely terrifying. As of lately though it's become infuriating. I don't have a terrible personality. I'm a little serious at times, cautious, passionate about issues and the things I enjoy, passionate about life. I have my set of values and belief and I don't let anybody sway me from those. Not a "friend", a parent, a teacher. Sure I add to them every now and then and grow as things around me change but I have a set list of what I believe is right and what's wrong.  Killing somebody is wrong, Intentionally hurting somebody is wrong, abandoning somebody is wrong. My most biggest personality default may be how emotional I am. I rant alot , talk alot, cry alot, think alot , feel alot and thats sometimes unbearable for people. I have controversial ever changing opinions on topics that could practically make anybody and everybody hate me. I don't discriminate about who I talk about, even when it comes to myself, but I don't have anybody I feel comfortable to tear myself apart around because I know there will be nobody to pick me back up. But today September 6,2018, I'll simply say as I rush between classes Welcome to my ranting page.